March 23, 2010

I know, I know, it's been a looong time!

There are a few reasons why I am TERRIBLE at blogging. 1 because my life has been pretty boring or uneventful. 2. I started working at the YMCA and I was working A LOT, but recent months I actually haven't worked as much as I'd like.

And recently life hasn't been uneventful but hasn't been exciting events. But once again, it isn't something to blog about. All I have to say is that things have been really rough. I've been pretty stressed out, and numerous of other emotions. All I know is that things will be okay. I will get through this and every thing that has and will happen will only make me a stronger person.

Also, recently I was able to open up to someone who is the closest person to me in the family. I was able to express how I felt now and as a child. It actually made me feel SO much relief. I had never really shared this with anyone in my immediate family and to actually let it all out just felt so good. What a relief it was on me. Speaking of talking to someone close. I've actually been talking a lot with a close friend back home, as well. She has helped me tremendously, I don't know what I would do without her. We have actually made some plans/goals that I am hoping happen, but I am not entirely sure if it will or not. We will just have to see how everything pans out. :)

Here are lyrics to a song that I have been listening to quite a bit lately. I am normally a quote person and those that know me really well know this but currently this song and music has been a big help. I love this song. If you haven't heard i encourage you to look it up on YouTube and take a listen. :)



Christina Aguilera - The Voice Within Lyrics
Young girl don’t cry
I’ll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl it’s alright
Your tears will dry, you’ll soon be free to fly

When you’re safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing’s harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means

Chorus:
When there’s no one else, look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend just trust the voice within
Then you’ll find the strength that will guide your way
You’ll learn to begin to trust the voice within

Young girl don’t hide
You’ll never change if you just run away
Young girl just hold tight
Soon you’re gonna see your brighter day

Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It’s so hard to stand your ground when you’re so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you're lost outside look inside to your soul

Chorus

Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you’re learning
You’ll find all you’ll ever need to know
(be strong)
You’ll break it
(hold on)
You’ll make it
Just don’t forsake it because
No one can tell you what you can’t do
No one can stop you, you know that I’m talking to you

Chorus

Young girl don’t cry I’ll be right here when your world starts
to fall