NEW hair!!

So, I got my hair done almost 2 weeks ago now. I love it! It's a little different then what I wanted but my hair wasnt ong enough. But i love my hair anyways. It is more work then i like to do with it but i guess i just cant be lazy. I havent been up to too much just hanging out and looking for a job....still!

been a while...

So, It's been a while since I've updated my blog.

I haven't really been on the computer much for one and then I just don't really have anything to talk about. I'm still searching for a job.

One thing that isn't going so well is family. My older brother has always been one to bring me down and kill self esteem/confidence...and he just attacks me emotionally a lot. Something went down where he really upset me....so I wasnt talking with him. Then I decided well I can say hi and not act as if he doesn't exist so I started saying hi to atleast...then after a text convo that HE started....he said horrible mean things...and then said that m;y little brother agreed and feels the same way....which is bull bc i had hung out with him day before...but any how haven't really talked to any of them since. It's just hard to keep pretending and ignoring the fact that he attacks me emotionally and he doesn't even notice it, and he thinks it is okay to treat someone as such. He always turns it on me...to make me feel like I'm the problem and im the one that is the issue. Any ways that is really the only BIG thing going on right now in my life. A little stressful.

Oh, and my chest pain is back....and I am even more convienced that it's anxiety/stress disorder...being with things going on rght now.....